Love never dies.

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." -- Anais Nin

It's been 16 day. The longest time we ever parted. And it seem like we can't make it back again, no matter how much I tried to fight for him to stay. I cried day and night thinking when the pain will go away. It didn't go away, it was just hidden. I avoided the pain, instead of facing it. And the minutes he crossed my mind, my eyes turn watery, and the tears will start flowing endlessly.

You doesn't know how much you love someone, until you see him turning his back at you and say the final good-bye. It's painful then ever, it's even more painful thinking he needed space then to understand that, the space he need wasn't just himself, but with another her.

Then you tried to understand, the another her, maybe just a substitute. Is all wild guessing, but you just can't get an answer from him. He keep you in the line, making you feel that is impossible, but there his action so nothing. It just kept you hanging there, days, after days.

And you realise, the him you know is no longer the him. He changed to a completely someone, someone who he say will never be. You asked yourself a million time, if is worth fighting? You try to find a reason to fight for him, but it was then you realise, this fight wont end. It left only you against the world...

I really don't know which road should I take anymore, part of me hoping you to turn back. And part of me feel like I should let you go...

I really don't know what should I do. You're killing me day after day. And the fact you should know, you can't have the best of two world.