I don't want to take a afternoon nap, so decided to on this laptop of mine, and decided to do some blogging. As you can see on my side bar,. Two is better than one. Yes, I'm officially attached now with Sylvester. And eventually I believe everyone see it coming isn't it? Matter of time, we were official on the first day of April, nope it wasn't a prank, I know many of you still think it was. Over here I'm gonna clarify it wasn't a prank. Ask me if I am happy now, definitely I am. I found a man who I think will take good care of me, I found a man who is proud of having me, I found a man who is as simple as me.
A man who will take care of me when I am sick, based on my instagram I was badly sick last week, and he was there taking care of me, waking up in the middle of the night just to make sure my fever doesn't rush up, and yes to the extend he too, fall sick right after me. But thanks god he was stronger than me, because people who know me, I can't fall sick, I would cry, I would curl out like a ball. I would be worst than a baby. But I am fine now, thank to boyf for taking care of me then. So eventually this man of mine, was simple he doesn't demand for anything, though he was quiet most of the time. I remember people say find a man who isn't afraid of you touching his phone, find a man who will help you dry your hair when you are out from shower room, find a man who will make plan for you, find a man who will leave money for you when he is out to work, find a man who can can cook, find a man who will take care of you unconditionally, and I found him.
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I'm excited for coming Saturday, having a family date. My man is gonna bring my two princess for a movies, and yes, we're gonna watch Boss Baby! Hopefully everything go smoothly, personally I didn't bring them to cinema before, because I don't know if they would seat down there for hours not moving, and not making a single noise. Eventually the kids are growing up fast, beside being naughty as ever! Below is a throw back photo of them.
Oh yes, they dropped their front tooth, both of them. So they are named as bogey now. LOL!
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I guess there's things people are wondering too right, since I accepted Sylvester. How about the exboyf of mine that I use to be waiting? We're all adults I believe things sometime are straight forward. We don't accept someone out of accepting isn't it? We accept someone believing that there's future. So it goes the same to me, I accepted Sylvester believing we will make it till the end. (though it didn't happen to my ex.) But, he have his love life now too, it's been 7 month he is in his relationship, so I guess I don't have to explain further why did I moved on. Eventually before Sylvester, I was too, in a relationship for only 3 month, I don't call that a relationship since is only 3 month. it's just a come and go things anyway, and it's a pretty toxic relationship which I wouldn't want to remember, though this toxic guy give me wonderful memories before, but I thank him for appearing to bring me out from the darkness I was having then, I would call this feeling a infatuation, "you thought you love, but you actually don't" kind of love.
As for me and the suppose to be waiting man, life have to move on I guess, almost 3 years relationship, I believe part of me will always love him, just like part of him will always love me. We have a relationship nobody would understand. We ended it the adult way should, I believe both me and him respected one another back then, so is now. There's no regret in the decision we made. I believe if I am happy now, he would too, be happy for me. And yes, I would be.
I thanks him for everything he had taught me, he changed me to a better person. And I am who I am today, I would thanks my past, for it push me further, make me stronger. I believe that's how it works for every past.
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Anyw, today I headed to daiso and I actually spotted this cute little glass and eventually I brought it down. Tadah~ cute right? I think is pretty cute. So I decided to bring it home.
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Okay, I am gonna end my post with a throwback photo on last Saturday, the day I got together with Sylvester.
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Goodbye for now. That's all for today!
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