People who are following my instagram or my facebook often should be wondering if i am dating now. I would actually say no, I ain't dating now, but yea I am seeing someone who I've been friends with for a few years. I know is abit sudden for many people who know us. Eventually is sudden for the both of us too. Is amazing how we decided to have catch up and then things started to change over time.
Is like, a normal catch up after a year or two, a short drinking session, a daily text of ranting about your toxic relationship, bring you together. And by far, yea we do look like a couple to many people. So over here, I would say we will be together one day is just don't know when yet. I am actually happy being with him, simply spending times together, and doing nothing be it just watching a movies at night, or heading to drink together. We do simple things, and eventually those simple things make us laughs.
He love to give surprises and he definitely always surprise me. Sometime I believe is the effort that counts, I dont know what our future holds, though we are looking to settle down. Even I myself wanna settle down, I am tired of getting into toxic relationship which I just ended one few weeks ago, I ain't going to share that worst toxic story ever. But, if is not because of him, I probably wouldn't have the one beside me now.
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Girl's are actually easy to please in some way, isn't it? I don't ask for anything that money can buy. All I need was attention, I don't wanna be the girl behind your phone, and not the one beside you, We needed someone to be proud of having us, someone who is able to let the world know they are dating this women and this women make his life a wonderful one.
And not all girls need label, not all girls need expensive date. I'm one of them who don't need anything. Just a heart who is true enough, a men who is brave enough to take my princess as theirs own. Is not easy definitely it wasn't. Just matter of time, someone will come by and tell you that I am gonna love your child, like I love you. and I believe this one sentence meant more than anything.
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Well, I am still not working, and eventually doing nothing in my life. Eat, sleep, drink and roll. I guess life's about it for now, everyday waking up repeating the same things. And drinking is something I've been doing throughout, every now and then I will go out and have a short drinks, sometime we drink not because we wanted to, sometime we drink to forget certain things we don't wanna remember, sometime we drink because we were happy that things were actually over. There's alot of reason to drinking. and I guess, now I have lesser reason to drink.
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I will be heading to drink on Saturday with my future to be, and drinking with him is full of funs, full of laughter, I dont know how to put it, but yea having him around seem to be the best things I ever have now. Over here, I want to say, Thank you, for accepting me, thank you for loving me. And thank you for everything.
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