Rain rain go away, come again another day. It's been raining badly in the afternoon this few day. Today I have a parcel needed to be sent by registered mail, as a promise to my customer I will get it sent by today, so decided to go over to singpost, and just went I was about to leave, there it comes a heavy down pour. But since I taking public transport I didn't bother to went back home to get an umbrella. Bus-ed over to singpost before meeting my cutie Minyi, and clever girl like me, of cause I got drenched totally.
After dropping my mail, slowly walk over to Sun Plaza under the big rain, and by then I am all wet when I reached Sun Plaza. Went down to POSB to withdraw some cash, cause I definitely need it later or so, headed up to Sushi Express located at level 2 to wait for her. Sushi Express doesn't allow people to enter first unless everyone have reach, so that explain why I didn't go in first. *She was late as usual. Forever late. Have a long chat today with her as usual, we always seem to have alot to catch up but never have time to finish all our story. But at least I know I have someone like her with me around. There's no need a daily message, a daily call or anything, but I know when I needed someone to talk to she will be around.
After meal. I headed to library to borrow some book for both miniB & giantB to kill their boredom at home. As usual miniB will have those flap book and slide out book, as well as texture book. She love all those books it will at least catch her attention, while giantB she wanted fairy-tales story book. (But you know fairy-tales don't exist right?) So gotten a total of 8 book today, as it was last minute plan, didn't carry extra bag to store more book, so just 8 book will do. Now both of them are soundly asleep, while I am staring at this computer trying to understand my life as much as I wish I have a fast forward button to see what will life be.
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I am wondering what will my life be 5 years later. Is sad to live a life not knowing what will happen tomorrow. Especially a life like mine, you wouldn't want to be me. Trying to struggle everyday, trying so hard to be the best mom for the kids. Is so tired trying everyday. Sometime I just wish I could just shut myself down without having to think about my life. But you know certain thing in life, it cant be changed, now nor later.
So I am having an big argument with AndersC, current girlfriend. She can't wait to get a long term pass visit, so she definitely need to me to get divorce with AndersC as soon as possible. So AndersC doesn't need to fly to BKK every month just to be with her. And she have the mindset of thinking I want him back, which I don't understand where that ideal come from. But definitely is a big NO isn't it? I've moved on happily since 2 years ago, why would I want someone I leave long ago back? So she go texting me, spamming me for 2 day straight about divorce issue. And it pissed me off when he bring in AndersC family in.
This is my marriage issue, I believe it doesn't concern her much or maybe it do concern her. But at least not coming to me and question me like as if I am the mistress now. She also doesn't need to be proud about AndersC family accepting her. So below is the message conversation she have with me, just part of it. Too many pages, but I guess three photo is more than enough to see how crazy his girlfriends is acting.
Basically she texted me "Next month pls appointment for open file first." (Next month please book appointment to open file first). Which I find it super rude, because the way she talk was straight in to the topic, And then "16-23 u choose one which day u free". Woah, so she is already putting a date for me to sign the divorce letter, instead of AndersC come and tell me personally she come and tell me. How big is she as a girlfriends? Then next was "I also talk with his dad alr about this" (I also talked to his dad about this issue already.) So she is trying to show me how close is she with his family isn't it? This part really got me pissed off. Is my marriage issue, she get herself involve and then now get his family into our problem. How am I suppose to be calm and not got worked out?
I understand she is having a long distance relationship with AndersC, but seriously does it matter to me? So I simply just tell her, I can don't sign the divorce letter, even after he file. And there she go crazy thinking I still want him back that's why I don't want to sign, but she doesn't see the problem actually lies on her for getting involves and making matter worst. For god sake why would I want to stick with him. Anyway this drama is coming to an end, hopefully by end of June.
I am going to get the divorce done, and make myself a free women. I am tired of being tied down by the word marriage, whereby I couldn't live my life the way I want it. Both miniB & giantB will definitely in my full custody it's impossible I am giving miniB to him. I also requested to change miniB surname and of cause removing his father name under her birth certificate, but sad to say AndersC disagree to this. Most of term he agree except for changing miniB surname, which I understand why he didn't agree to it. So let's hope time fly fast, so I can set myself free from all this shitty drama.
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Alright, I am ending this post here. Goodnight people. xoxo!
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