傷痕累累才懂認真我就輸了

I really don't know how long I need to get over you, it's almost two month and I should have let you go, I should have move on without you. But every part of you just keep appearing even in my dream, sometime it gave me fear to even close my eyes. Everythings you left behind, was what killed me. 

We've built so much, and you then slowly took all away, do you remember just a year ago, you told me you would bring me back to your home to show me off. And a year later we are no longer together, I wished I have the chance to be the girl you are proud of, be the one you wanna hold on to forever. 

I hate how much it hurt me all the time, I hate how much hurt you have brought to me. And I hate how I am not moving on, reading through all our text every now and then. I wanted to text you to tell you how much its killing me.

And I know if I text you it will kill everything we have. Can we just for once start all over again. I really can't go on without you, I barely could tell you how much I really wanted you. Is like you took everything away from me now.

I try to be strong, I try to live, I try, and you know. I wanna give up on myself? Can you just let her go, and come back to me?

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習慣人群中找你的影子回想那些幸福的日子
但其實我明白我和從前的我
已經分開很遠很遠
寂寞世界中的兩顆心寂寞城市中的每個人
我們相遇相擁相互猜測懷疑
一邊微笑一邊流淚
那些激情后的陌生被利用的信任
累覺不愛的心任性錯過的人
傷痕累累才懂認真我就輸了
有些人走著走著就散了
有些事看著看著就淡了
有多少無人能懂的不快樂
就有多少無能為力的不捨
有些人想著想著就忘了
有些夢做著做著就醒了
才發現從前是我太天真
現實又那麼殘忍
寂寞世界中的兩顆心寂寞城市中的每個人
我們相遇相擁相互猜測懷疑
一邊微笑一邊流淚
那些激情后的陌生被利用的信任
累覺不愛的心任性錯過的人
傷痕累累才懂認真我就輸了
有些人走著走著就散了
有些事看著看著就淡了
有多少無人能懂的不快樂
就有多少無能為力的不捨
有些人想著想著就忘了
有些夢做著做著就醒了
才發現從前是我太天真
現實又那麼殘忍
有些人想著想著就忘了
有些夢做著做著就醒了
才發現從前是我太天真
現實卻那麼殘忍